My Life, in Rambles

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escape today.

this is the will of Bill. to be heard, to be seen. for all my thoughts to be shared. for all my passions to be visible.

if you don't like it, then don't fucking follow me, jackass.

Wed-Mar-2014
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swimming pool full of liquor

They aren’t diving in. 

in all honesty, nothing is happening. when my family asks how i’m doing, i’m fine. but i have nothing to talk about. i don’t want to tell them my petty drama, i don’t want to tell them my struggles. 

not that there are that many.

i mean, i’m out of work which sucks. but it was my choice- and right now i’m just trying to start over. 

the car thing sucks, but hopefully soon that will be fixed. 

i might get married. like for real. its scary and awesome. 

i’m not engaged because there isn’t a ring. but we’ve been talking about it fairly seriously. 

i’m not pregnant, sadly. but whatever.it’s hard to get pregnant when you haven’t had jizz in you in YEARS. because, ew. 

but i’m okay. i’m content. time is passing weird for me, and i keep getting deja vu. that might just be because i’m basically living in my feels. 

gotta love that bpd. 

Hey Tumblr, you missed me?

Tue-Mar-2014
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when your ex starts dating someone horrible

when your ex starts dating someone horrible

Tue-Mar-2014
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lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

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Tue-Mar-2014
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langleav:

New book Love & Misadventure now available online from Amazon + Barnes & Noble and major bookstores including Barnes & Noble, Kinokuniya, Fully Booked, Periplus, Waterstones, Indigo/Chapters + more. 

langleav:

New book Love & Misadventure now available online from Amazon + Barnes & Noble and major bookstores including Barnes & Noble, Kinokuniya, Fully Booked, Periplus, Waterstones, Indigo/Chapters + more. 

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Tue-Mar-2014
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Tue-Mar-2014
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What purpose did I serve in your life?
— Joyce Maynard to JD Salinger (via franintherye)

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Tue-Mar-2014
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Today would’ve been the day I proposed to her.

Our two year anniversary.

i had it all planned out.

we’d go to KC, go ride a roller coaster.

i’d ask you on top of it. 

i had a ring or two picked out.

but instead, you told me no.

so i fell out of love. 

i know we’re both happy now.

i have mine, and you have yours.

but sometimes, late at night, i wonder if you are missing me.

i wonder if you regret every time you didn’t say “i love you”

i do, sometimes. only late at night.

when i remember what your skin felt like on mine.

what your lips tasted like.

the way we just made so much sense.

but the bad outweighed the good.

and we’re both happy now.

i’ve got the girl i always wanted,

and she wants to marry me.

and you’ve got your girl-

who is clearly crazy over you.

i remember how that feels. to be crazy over you. 

i did it for 4 years.

but you were my best friend. and i get jealous knowing you’re sharing your secrets with her now.

i miss my friend.

i miss our jokes.

i miss my darlink. 

but only today.

tomorrow i’ll be okay again. 

Fri-Oct-2013
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thelovenotebook:

EVERYTHING LOVE
Fri-Oct-2013
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p1ants:

it’s hard 2 be sad about ur body when you think of it as a landscape. you don’t criticise a mountain for being too big, or a valley for being too winding, and no one ever complains about the vastness of the sea. u are part of the earth and u are so beautiful friends.

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Fri-Oct-2013
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mysterygirlvintage:

"Fledgling film beauty Sharon Tate is caught by the still camera of her director Roman Polanski on the set of their horror-movie spoof ‘The Fearless Vampire Killers’"
Playboy; March 1967

mysterygirlvintage:

"Fledgling film beauty Sharon Tate is caught by the still camera of her director Roman Polanski on the set of their horror-movie spoof ‘The Fearless Vampire Killers’"

Playboy; March 1967

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Fri-Oct-2013
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am i a crazy person?

sometimes i pretend emily is somehow alive via the internet and i blog to her. very rarely, but it makes more sense than talking out loud. whatever, it calms me down.

Fri-Oct-2013
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i’m trying to convince piffy to go to ku and escape this wichita black hole. 

she is on the fence. 

Fri-Oct-2013
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this cat won’t stop 

this cat won’t stop 

Mon-Feb-2013
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i remember this feeling.

i remember this feeling.

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Thu-Feb-2013
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disgustinghuman:

loiteringdinosaurs:

Just in time for Valentine’s day, my bird is in love. With an Advil bottle. When it’s out, he’ll sit next to it, preen, try to groom it, and is so fluffy and happy and he makes little chirpy noises at it. He became so enamored with it that he would be very territorial if you tried to touch it, so I took it away. He’s been screaming all afternoon, and when I take him out he flies around looking for it. I can just hear it: “Mom! You’re too old, you just don’t understand! It’s real love!!”

d’awwww

disgustinghuman:

loiteringdinosaurs:

Just in time for Valentine’s day, my bird is in love. With an Advil bottle. When it’s out, he’ll sit next to it, preen, try to groom it, and is so fluffy and happy and he makes little chirpy noises at it. He became so enamored with it that he would be very territorial if you tried to touch it, so I took it away. He’s been screaming all afternoon, and when I take him out he flies around looking for it. I can just hear it: “Mom! You’re too old, you just don’t understand! It’s real love!!”

d’awwww

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